I am so pathetic....................?

It must be strange to start dating someone after you have been with someone else for such a long time. Maybe your ex husband made you feel independent and your new boyfriend makes you feel the opposite. You don't have to leave him to be happy but maybe just spend more time on your own without him like with your friends and family or just do something you enjoy by yourself every once in a while. Maybe you should just start doing things that make you feel happy and independent just like how you felt before. Don't feel pathetic cause your not. It is perfectly fine to feel that way when something new is going on in your life that you don't like. Just do what you like and do what makes you happy :)